It's not the first time that I dreamed about something that I fear the most...these dreams just keep coming back. And no matter how I scream and cry in the dreams, it's useless. Usually I just wake up with tears (yes, real tears) and thank god it's just a dream.
I wonder if this is normal for everyone...or subconsciously I just have fears about something in reality. But I'm sure it's not a subconscious thought. I do realize how much I fear about something. And how difficult it is for me to trust people.